i know you all don't listen to my rambling, but here i go anyways. i've been feeling like shit the past couple days, some days to the point where i would try to end my life. it's just been really stressful for me to keep up this site with all that's been going on lately. i just need a break. i don't know how long, maybe a day, maybe a week, who knows? but anyways, i hope you lot understand. farewell.